The Beast Within

As I stood in front of the mirror, staring at my own reflection, I couldn't help but feel disgusted.

The person staring back at me was not who I wanted to be.

I saw a monster, a beast that had been lurking within me for far too long.

I had always prided myself on being a good person,someone who was kind and caring.

But deep down, I knew the truth.

Beneath the surface, there was a darkness within me that I couldn't control.

It started small, just little moments of anger or jealousy that would bubble up to the surface.

But as time went on, the beast grew stronger, feeding off my insecurities and fears.

I found myself lashing out at those closest to me, saying things I didn't mean and causing pain to those I loved.

I tried to ignore it, to push the beast back down and pretend that everything was fine.

But I couldn't escape the truth.

I was becoming someone I didn't recognize, someone I was afraid of.

It wasn't until I hit rock bottom that I realized I had to confront the beast within.

I sought help, speaking to a therapist and facing my demons head on.

It was a long and difficult journey, but slowly, I started to regain control.

I won't lie and say that the beast is gone completely.

It still lurks in the shadows, waiting for a moment of weakness to strike.

But I am no longer afraid.

I have faced my inner demons and come out stronger on the other side.

As I look in the mirror now, I see a different person staring back at me.

I see someone who is flawed and imperfect, but who is working every day to be better.

I see someone who has tamed the beast within.

Who is determined to never let it take control again.